Saturday, May 18, 2013

rough Tuesday

assalamualaikum.
this week has been really rough for me.

on Tuesday, I was supposed to have my lunch with N.
I was in the car waiting for N to reply my texts.
then I decided to go and fill my car tank first while waiting for respond from N.
suddenly the engine of my car die on me while I was queue-ing in front of UNIMAS main gate.
the car refused to be restart so I took the initiatives to get out from the car and gave signal to the drivers of cars at the back to change their lane.
when I entered my car again, alhamdulillah it can be started but I was afraid it'll die on me again so I stopped at the guards post to call my dad and told N that I'm gonna be a wee bit late. guess what?!
I couldn't find my phone!! I was having a panic attack. I searched the whole car for it.
even the guards helped me to searched the whole car and they keep on calling my number.
they said my phone is still ringing so they told me to keep on searching it.
then it hit me that, it probably felt from my lap when I got out of the car earlier so I ran to the previously spot I stood at.
it was gone people. gone.

one of the guard lent me his phone so I could call mama.
drama mata air sebabak pun bermula di pondok pak guard main gate UNIMAS ignoring the facts there were a lot of cars lalu-lalang at that time.
saya pun tersadai di depan sana for almost an hour without my phone and a car yang hidup segan mati tak mahu.
until I spotted a friend of mine and screamed to the guard "pak cik!! please stop that car!"
I know, I'm such a drama queen T.T
I spotted Ismail and asked him a favour to tell Fatin that I lost my phone and ask Laila to come and get me.
Ismail's car was packed with Kay and 2 others who I don't recognized so he let me stand next to the car door with the aircond ditujukan to my face.
I was a damsel in distress and he's afraid that I'll cry because I keep on telling him I felt like crying lol

soon after that, both Laila and my parents arrived and I cried for the second time. or was it the third time?
the bottom line is that, I cried.
bapak left the car with one of the guard along with the car key.
the usual mechanic will fetch the car later.
le parents told me to follow them back to Kuching and make a new simcard at Digi Centre.
the whole time in the car, I was trying to trace N using WeChat because I don't have his number for the very obvious reason.
we reached Kuching, le parents went for lunch which I skipped because I was too depressed.
so bapak told mama to hurry up because I think he was stressed out seeing me all worn out with puffy eyes, red nose and only had a glass of green tea not wanting to eat anything.

alhamdullillah with the advanced technology, my simcard was restored.
my credit was still there and so does my Internet plan pheuw!
I logged in my WeChat account, and there was N sending me stupid emoticons.
I told him the whole story and he said "where are you now? I'm coming to fetch you.." dengan konfidennya.
I mean it's not like he knows the road or anything =.='
he told me to get some rest but I felt guilty because he still hasn't had his lunch waiting for me.
so we agreed to meet up at The Spring and had our lunch there with his friend, Wan.

I left earlier than them because I had a discussion on that night with my group members.
once I reached my second home, I took my bath and managed to take power nap before driving to UNIMAS again.
I arrived a bit late around 8.30 pm and expected to be told off.
so I walked around the whole area of Kolej BRC to see if I can spotted any of my group members.
I couldn't call them because of again, the very obvious reason.
I even used the Look Around feature of WeChat, that feature is very helpful I tell you..
but still there's no sign from any of them. I mean they don't even call me. yelah takut I sesat ker kan T.T
I ended up sitting at BRC's cafe with Fahdina and her friends watching them doing their assignments.

I was there for almost an hour before I spotted 2 of my group members.
I actually enjoying myself sitting with them because they reminded me of my days at KML.
they were mostly Sabahan and 3 of their friends yang tiada kena-mengena with our discussion were sitting with us and cracked me up.
lucu bah.. kilik-kilik gelagatnya..

Haidar: kenapa kamu di sini nie? aku tunggu kamu di dalam bah..
Arianti: mana aku tau kau di dalam. kau teda bagitau pun..
As: panas bah si Dare'.. jangan bah kau marah. ( it's how Bugis-ian pronounce his name, Haidar becomes Dare' )
Haidar: marah bah aku.. lama sudah aku menunggu. aku pusing-pusing sajak di dalam tu. tengok muka tiap-tiap orang tu bah. takut sudah mereka tu sama ku. ingat perogol mungkin.
Me: ahahahahahahahahahahaaha
As: kau bah nie.. ketawak sudah si Amy..
Haidar: bah macam mana ni?
Arianti: sini saja bah kita bincang.
Haidar: di dalam bah kita. panas nie..
Arianti: ee teda orangkah di dalam?
Haidar: teda lah bah.. aku sudah cakap teda. lagi kau mau tanya.
As: sabar bah Dare'..
Haidar: iyalah panas aku nie.. lama sudah aku menunggu.

as you can see, their conversation really cracked me up.
As and Arianti told me that once, a lecturer asked Haidar what is the benefits of Internet.
let me quote his exact words " bagus bah Internet nie, dapat download azan. dapat download takwim. naa.." lol!!
I was laughing through out our discussion.
do not memandang rendah on Haidar, A bah tu paper Accounting.
which I have problems to just adjusting my trial balance T.T

I went back quite late.
when I reached home, it was already midnight.
I drove home with IKIM.fm playing on the radio with my mouth constantly reciting zikir.
the road was already sunyi and it was my first time driving alone at that late of night.
alhamdulillah I reached home safe and sound without other creatures trying to pull their pranks on me.
Fatin was already in a deep sleep while Manis was spending her night again at CAIS trying to finish her project with the others.

and that was well my Tuesday alone. rough huh?
I shall get back to my assignment. I'll write again later. assalamualaikum!



p/s thanks N for these and I know you bought these because I told you once I love the colour :-)

Monday, May 13, 2013

days I've been through

assalamualaikum.
want to know what I've been up to lately?



hanging out with these people



took pictures to be submitted for Prettychase contest



it's been ages since the last time I dress up to go out.
bawal: unbranded, blouse: h&m, dress: thepoplook, bag: charles & keith, shoes: vincci



sent my brother off to Germany



entered a class I didn't signed up for and got to know 2 cute junior :-$



sleepover with gendot



Mother's Day celebration :-)


I want to say Happy Mother's Day to dearest mama, mak aka nenek and my aunt!
I didn't wish them face to face because someone said it's haram. I didn't even wish Fain because of that.
oh, a birthday shout out to little brother who is still in Germany.
yesterday, it was his birthday along with Mother's Day. we'll celebrate your birthday once you get back.
you had your fun, now it's time for you to hit the books. you're having your PMR this year dude.
okay, I shall stop before I start to nag. so have a great Monday everyone. assalamualaikum :-)

Friday, May 10, 2013

rock paper scissors

assalamualaikum.
last night, I was in not in a my usual cheerful mood.
I have tons of assignments to do and I have to show one of it be review by the lecturer this morning.
not to mention I have to compile all of my group members work too.
but N being a kid stuck in a 23 years old guy body, sort of lifted my mood and cracked me up.
it all started with...













this is where it's gonna get funny



I was pissed. yes people, I got pissed playing rock paper and scissors virtually =.='



THIS cracked me up. I was getting on his nerve lol!







and it ended with him getting really pissed over this stupid game which he suggested at the first place lol!


he can't even make a simple decision of when to take his shower.
how can people trust their heart in the hand of this future cardiac surgeon?!
I'm currently waiting for his flight to reach KL from Singapore. kelak sik ditunggu ada orang takut berjalan melalu pondan bila berjalan balit ke hotel.
he's afraid of shemale. don't tell him I told you that. I'm signing off. assalamualaikum :-)

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

dear you

assalamualaikum.
what is definition of moving on?
oh yes we're talking about that stuff again.

moving on is:
1. when you wake up every morning, the first thing you check is your phone but you don't expect to see that name appears on your handphone screen anymore. I mean you still need to dismiss the alarm clock right?

2. when you hear you-and-him/her song, it doesn't remind you of that person anymore. it's just that it's a good damn song to listen to!

3. your Recently Closed tabs on your Google Chrome home doesn't consisted of that person's Facebook profile anymore but erm, Candy Crush.

4. when you stumbled upon your old photos with that person, the first thing that popped out from your mouth was "yaRabbi rambutku encuwei jak keluar dari skaf. haih! semperna rupa juak."

5. when you perform your solat, him/her is not in your doa anymore.

6. if he/she is in a hard time, you don't feel that it's a triumph for you.


if you wonder, these are the things that are happening to me.
moving on is not about finding someone new to replace your ex.
moving on is living day to day without your ex and well, still be happy.

dear you, if you need to know I've been alhamdulillah happy. it doesn't feel like the end of the world anymore.
I hope you are too. I hope you are happier without me. I mean it.
I hope you'll make wiser decisions in future. I'm over my bitterness if you must know.
if returning to her makes you the happiest man in the world then do it. stop hesitating.
even if you date the most beautiful woman in the world but she still lingers in your head and rest deep down in your heart, you won't be grateful.
stop it. stop torturing yourself. stop lying about your feelings. stop pretending that you're okay. just stop.
stop thinking to much and do what makes you happy.
don't worry about me. I've always know how to take a good care of myself.
I'm not sure if you'll be reading this but I'm taking my chance. so yeah.
assalamualaikum :-)

Saturday, May 4, 2013

misunderstanding

a conversation of me and N on last Thursday...

N: currently jalan-jalan cari makan
Me: you alone?
N: mommy drive with my aunt. wanna join?
Me: I'm still UNIMAS
N: oh well~
Me: -.-


N: had your dinner already kah?
Me: nope. waiting for my roommate. she's making mac & cheese.
N: instant?
Me: obviously lah..
N: mintak sikit.
Me: if you want it come and get it na na na na na na
N: LOL!!
Me: you wait in front of my house gate. I'll give you some.
N: brb.. I want to pack sikit gik..
Me: okay.
....................................................................................................

N: nearly done. susun semua atas katil tunggu my mom check. Mek sik beli luggage, semua hand carry.
Me: why your mom have to check your stuff first? takut lupak lobip kah? lol!
N: hahahahahaha kurang asam lu. nya takut mek overweight.
Me: owh..
N: my aunt kirim salam.
Me: why does your aunt knows me? what did you told your aunt. mesti tak anok kamek nak??
N: yalah. I told her Yasmin bujat
Me: bongok! you're giving them a bad impression on me and I haven't met them yet T.T
N: sekdalah ngek! le familia thought you're my girlfriend bah so everyone is sending their regard to you
Me: -.-


I don't think he set the fact straight yet to his family =.='

wednesday

assalamualaikum.
it's been difficult for me to find the right time to write because it's a month away from final which means assignments are queueing themselves, forcing me to get all of them done.
not to mention the dramas with some of the group members. urgh!
let's not ruin every one's morning with negativity so let's get down to the business.

last Wednesday was a public holiday.
I went to a wedding of a cousin of mine.
it was a really simple but beautiful wedding.
I really dig the pelamin. wanna see the pictures?
oh wait! I think my dad accidentally deleted the pictures he uploaded in Facebook -.-
so I can only upload those which I took with my phone.



bride and groom



the Akad Nikad was conducted earlier at the same place



I hated the fact the best man is wearing a shade. I think it kinda ruin the moment a bit :-/



I didn't had a chance to taste those



le familia



pelamin



oh look! I colek him because he keeps on running and playing around me.


after we were done taking pictures and stuff off we went back home.
managed to send one kain to my usual tailor for baju Raya then settle my assignments.
packed my stuffs, went S4 hunting with N then I went back to my rented house. pheuw!
I'm a superwoman! okaylah I'm done merapu. I shall continue doing my assignments.
have a nice weekends. happy voting to everyone who already register themselves! assalamualaikum :-)

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

the guy call N

assalamualaikum.
N is just an awesome stranger whom I met.
we barely know each other and it has been only a week plus since the day we said hello to each other.
I went out with him on last Sunday and these are pretty much how our conversation went.


Me: I already entered your house lorong. which one is your house?
N: where are you?
Me: in front of house number 63. parked my car like a boss.
N: where the heck is that?
Me: you lived here and you're asking me back?
N: I don't live here. my aunt live here. my home is back in Melbourne.
Me: fine! now how?
N: stay put I'm coming right at you.

5 minutes later...
Me: where are you? bayang pun sik nampak.
N: that's not your car?!
Me: which car?!
N: okay nyaris nak masuk kereta orang lain.
Me: -.- give me the exact location of your house.
N: straight till it's dead end then turn left.
Me: okay now what?
N: okay I see you already.


N: why does Malaysians drive like this?
Me: like what?
N: like you lah..
Me: you're talking as if you're not one.
N: I'm a Malaysian guy with Australian mentality
Me: whoa sakit perut dengar.
N: and that red light young lady supposedly cost you around 200 bucks.
Me: uuuu so berhemah
N: bujat
Me: lamak


Me: for a guy who's 190 cm tall and that pair of long legs you got there, you're walking very slow
N: let me take a look around bah this is my first time here.
Me: eh bukan dah pergi kah?
Me: no.. lalu jak..
Me: fine...
N: ya dah slow gilak doe..
Me: kitak padah jalan selowwww tek
N: dah eh mala kaie. haus mek kaka dengan kitak.


Me: why do you need a new bag?
N: because I need a new bag
Me: why?
N: to keep my coats and stuff
Me: why?
N: because I don't want to bring a plastic bag to the hospital
Me: what are you doing in the hospital?
N: because I'm a Medical student not a Marketing student like you.
Me: fair enough.


N: help me to make a decision.
Me: nah this floral bag suits you well
N: heart attack semua orang nangga mek lak eh
Me: lol! cariklah one solid colour pun bag..
N: this one worth sik owh 200+
Me: sik tauk eh p mun bisak boh anok kamek.
N: -.- you're not buying anything?
Me: sik.. kenak?
N: baruk nak cia you a pair of new shoes. selamat duit.


Me: sekda papa eh sitok.
N: sekpa jalan jak..
Me: I mean sekda kedey jual beg..
N: sekpa.. how Malay said it erm masok angin.
Me: ahahahahahaha it's makan angin. sebarang!
N: at least the word angin ya betul.
Me: nasib sik buang angin ahahahhahaha
N: beli dictionary English-BM lok eh mala kenak tetak kitak
Me: ahahahahaha


Me: what did you bought?
N: novel
Me: as if. apa ya doe?
N: it's comic.
Me: BM kah English?
N: kitak rasa?
Me: English.
N: nah it's BM. tengok the summary.
Me: macamlah kitak paham.
N: sikit-sikit. I need to improve my BM. ney tahan mala kenak tetak.


N: apa ya?
Me: Ogawa pun kerusi urut.
N: for?
Me: mengurut lah..
N: you've tried it before?
Me: yupe.
N: maok juak try..
Me: sikboh eh. lak kaki tak unjur-unjur jak.. bahaya orang lain kenak step.
N: -.-


N: okay wow!
Me: wow apa?
N: I thought like UNIMAS is just one building.
Me: no.. tak sik nangga kah betapa besarnya UNIMAS?
N: I know yalah mek terkejut tek..
Me: mok turunkah owh?
N: turunlah I wanna see your faculty.
Me: tapi hari macam nak hujan.
N: redah jak lah and I'm taking your matric card with me.
Me: don't lose it
N: I won't lah..


Me: you wanna sit here kah there?
N: there.
Me: mena sik?
N: sik.. here. panas eh sia..
Me: tauk pun..
N: makan apa owh?
Me: siktauk eh kitak. coba try Nasi Ayam Penyet.
.............
N: banyak eh. share ta duak.
Me: sikmok. I'm full already.
N: fine. this thing eh boleh makankah?
Me: boleh jak.. nya sayur but I don't know how it tastes.
N: cobalah makan sayur.
Me: sikmok and you can't make me.
N: you're not gonna eat that kah?
Me: sayur!
N: I know but it's yours.
Me: maok kah? ambiklah.
N: nah eh my phone main game tunggu mek habis mkn..
Me: Yoona SNSD wallpaper pffttt
N: main jak game cya!
Me: fine!


N: why?
Me: apa?
N: the song.
Me: kenak?
N: sik paham eh
Me: perlukah mek summarize this song for you?
N: perlu.
Me: I told you to buy a dictionary tek eh.
N: I have you bah jadi translator.


and that's pretty much my Sunday evening.
I'll be seeing him again tomorrow insha'Allah.
I'll write again another day.. Assalamualaikum :-)