novel junkies

hey guys!

i need some cash.

so i thought of selling some of my novels.

interested?

me on love

let me talk a bit about us, me and habib.

we met at tuition centre. he started as a tuition mate,

then a friend, a best friend, a boyfriend, an ex-boyfriend

he found his way back to me again as a boyfriend.

our first trial together was hambar. lol!!

i mean i wasn't into him at that time.

after that we didn't contact each other much.

we had our own life back then.

suddenly on 2010 eid, he text me.

he asked if im home. i said yes..

and he said he's on his way.

we contact each other back started there.

there we developed the feelings.

i mean, me. i guess he still save some space for me

we met accidentally at choice super mall.

i know soooo romantic. lol!!

we didn't text each other at that time so it was a surprised.

so i wave dorkily like i always do and wave.

then he gave me the-what-look.

when we text each other that night.

he said he was sorry he didn't wave back.

he was stunned and said he think he fell again for me.

the rest is history and we lived happy ever after. RIGHT!

it took him about 5 months after that night to actually asked me officially to be his again.

that night i fell asleep while texting him..

i woke up at 3 something in the morning and said yes..

seriously if i took up romantic class.

i would be failing. lol!!

when im still studying in labuan,

we usually date once every 2 months and still do now..

i guess we don't have to meet up often.

its just for the sake of having someone around.

but to be honest, our relationship isn't easy nor smooth.

we do have a rocky relationship.

the thing that hold us till now is i guess we don't want to lose each other.

we're obviously going to be depressed without each other.

and we give each other what we need instead of what each other want.

and at time im writing this.

we are in state of world war i don't know whats the number it is.

he's busy. when i mean busy is buussssyyyyyy.

and i cant be mad about it because its study related. ouch!

we fought from one small thing to the big thing of course.

we hate each other's guts.

i hate how he ignored me.

he hates how i scratched his ego..

somehow he appreciate my patience dealing with his shits.

and i appreciate how he managed to pretend he's okay although he's not..

dearest habib, PLEASE get all of your works done.

find time for me because we haven't settle one thing and its already dragging to another.

don't think that i forgave you.. the only reason is i miraclely in a good mood.

i haven't done merajuk. take it or leave it.

im on break

salam :-)

im back home people!

im going to have a month break.

so ready for loads of updates from moi >;-)

don't ask about my exam.

gila babi susah though the tips were given.

honestly i think i would be repeating some papers :-/

oh well.. I'm done with my first semester a degree student. hip hip hurrah!

7 more semesters to go! insyaAllah :-)

and guess what people?

i don't get a room for next semester..

so i had to say goodbye to all the housemates :'-(

kalau malas turun aktiviti-aktiviti kolej emang begitu akibatnya.

so I'm on house hunting right now..

my dad found one though so we'll take a look at it next week.

as we all know.

my gramps underwent a surgery.

she's okay now but she can't do heavy works.

not even driving. so I'm on road duty officially starting tomorrow :-/

I'm definitely going to hold some movie marathon this break. muahahahahah!

the bliss of having a housemate that majoring in cinematography.

i mean ex-housemate. i took a lot of movies from her..

so yeah! and maybe some rerun of awkward.

I'm obsess with the show. or specifically with jack rosatti!

hand off fatin! he's mine. lol!!

I'm signing off people.

have to bring ze gramps and aunt for grocery shopping.

and i just arrived home yesterday :-/

salam :-)

saying bye to 2011 and hi to 2012

salam :-)

happy new year dearest readers!

i hope your first chapter of 2012 was awesome!

i know i should be revising right now but..

i.just.couldnt.help.myself.

so yeah! lol!

yesterday i just said hi to going-turning-20 this year.

im praying for.. i wont be cliche and said "better me" but matured me :-)

its time i become a bit more serious and stop fooling around.

i need to help more around the house *sigh*

lets do some recap and wrap 2011 shall we?

my grandma found out that something is growing under her breast just a few days before i entered unimas.

she refused to undergo standard surgery at the hospital so she went for islamic treatment in KL.

the operation's is postponed till this coming 5th of january.

pray for her health :-)

my sister aka scrooge nailed her PMR.

got straight a's *clapclapclap*

i know we fight a lot..

but still i wished you the best in life :-)

i failed my interview to take up architecture at utm.

i ended up taking computer science in unimas.

it was a bummer thought.. but im over it :-)

got alin's as my roommate and dina as my housemate.

went around with these two along with laila and fatin.

clicked with atul and amoi. even met shakira? lol!!

surprised birthday celebration. thank you guys!

you guys know who you are..

even those who wished through fb, twitter, text and some even called me :-)

i know im months younger than you guys.

janganlah dengki :-p

my first ever concert!

i went to watch zee avi's with faen.

fell for imran ishak.

im such a typical fangirl.

one of my best friend got engaged!
she need to tone down the personality a bit thought. lol!!
nikah gik.. aku nak pengilan eh! bila gik nak merasa nasik minyak..

survived my matriculation program.

had some issues with the roomies.

met a lot of awesome people..

aieeeee rindu aji efa, aji echa dengan aji emma :'-(

just realised the due date of programming assignment.

ran from lab to one of my seniors room.

mintak ajar oi. cayak ko..

and failed to submit my assignment sharp at 12 am. lol!!

adeh eh! memang sir syahid tok mamai time nya netap due date ya kali.

salah naet bas.. alu raon ke kampus timor.

alwayssss. memang selalu.

aku pun sik tauk apa kes dengan aku =.='

fight a lot with habib then made out.

is it me or is it him.. or us?

i really should get used to this.

i just made a list of not to do.

im pretty sure i'll be adding more things to it *sigh*

high school taught me about love.

i learnt to have crushes.

i learnt to value friendships.

i learnt that silent is powerful.

first time balit rumah at 12 am.

went out with aisyah, fizie, hafiz and azri.

we went for a meal and accompanied the boys play bowling.

i started to wear hijab this year. alhamdulillah :-)

it wasnt easy honestly. it took me a while to get used to it.

i took my time mastering how to belit-belit the selendang thingy. lol!!

thats a wrap i guess. its 6 already here.

i should get myself ready and all for nightfall.

have a blessed year people! salam :-)

its all about you

salam :-) hey guys!
i know i havent update my blog for a while.
i've been freaking busy.
its study week now so yeah ...

last saturday, i layan cinderella di awal pagi.
bangun-bangun terus wash all my clothes.
then wash my sink and ze bathroom.
my mom must be proud of moi. lol!!

then at night, got some small gathering.
held makan selamat for my grandma since she's going to KL to undergo her operation.
her flight is tonight. my aunt is going to accompany her..
then belated birthday celebration for both her and me.
im on 14th and my grandma is on 19th.
plus my sister got straight a's for her pmr..

im back at campus on sunday because apparently i still have assignments to submit *sigh*
the silver lining was that i got to do good deeds.
switches at ze housemates room broke.
so they all borrowed mine.

ieja: amy buat ape tu?
me: assignments ja..
ieja: eh tu cd cerite eh?
me: aah. beastly. nak pinjam ke?
ieja: macam muke amy si vanessa *belek-belek the cd*
me: terime kaseh *grin*
ieja: dah sudah die perasan.. tarik balik!
me: jahatttt tol.. burok siku!
eija: :-p

thank you ja..
i know you meant it walaupun kenyataan tu ditarik balik.
perasan sekejap ada boyfriend hot macam zac efron. lol!!
i mean its not the first i got..
my aunt also said so whenever she watched high school musical.
Alhamdullillah xleh riak hoi..
lagi-lagi nak exam camnie.

yesterday, i spent the whole evening at manisah's room.
doing our assignments.
i didnt know what to do since im done with my part so i tolong beli makanan for manis and amoi.
saye tau saye sweet :-p
lega giler bile assignment dah siap.
so tada! check it out..
walaupun karya kami tak seberapa.

my part is background music is its all about you - mclfy

salam! have a nice holiday :-)

wishlist

mama.. bapak.. habib :-s
end year sale bah.. boleh sik?

14122011

salam :-)
it has been a few days i've turned 19.
Alhamdulillah. i pray for another bless year.
thank you everyone for the wishes and the surpises :-D

it was almost 1 am at that time.
i was already curling in my blanket.
suddenly fatin said "amy.. ada org mok jumpa".
i was like tgh mlm gila apa?? i my head lah cause i was a bit mamai.
then amoi came in with a cake so all three of them including atul sang me the birthday song.
thank you guys! thank you for the yummy secret recipe cake.
fatin said i should emphasize on that.
thank you for the gift! squishy ladybug. i love it!





then on the day alin and fatin brought me to eat dinner at pizza hut.
agik maok tak duak ya berbulak dengan kmk..
honestly at first i didnt realised the suprise.
until the waitress took the "reserved" sign away from table.
then they started to dine our food without us ordering them.
after that the waitress gave me a small cake.
fatin and alin insisted to sing the birthday song.
but i said "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO". so yeah! haha!
thanks you guys for the bag, pretty shawl, pins and card :-)







again guys! thanks for everything :-)
my birthday was the same with my cousin iman liyana.
she's my usu daughter. happy birthday iman :-*
and the next day is also my other cousin birthday.
happy birthday dearest izan! im so sorry it slipped my mind that night.
im such a bad cousin :-( come to kuching then i'll make it up to you..
salam :-)