Monday, November 21, 2016

Bye Bye Stinky Feet

sorry for the hiatus!
I was busy dividing my time between assignments and Scarlet Heart Ryeo
me and Dija literally screamed our lungs out when IU posted the bts scene on her Ig
apparently, after soooo many years I still have the biggest crush on Lee Joon Gi
guess who set his face as wallpaper and even turned on post notification for his Ig  HAHAHAHAHA
crazy fan alert

anyway, I got my hands on Kylie's gloss
since I have a few of these liquid lipsticks I will do a review soon
but today, I have a really good news for people with stinky feet like me
if you know me well you would know I sweat a lot and my feet and shoes really stink
I bought these at Daiso for RM5.30 and it works like wonder!

it looks like this
you can just put them in your shoes
and bye bye smelly shoes & feet!
I actually own Scholl Foot & Shoe Powder Odour Control
but it's so messy and I have zero motivation to clean up the mess
so for all the lazy bum stinky feet out there, you're welcome

Friday, November 4, 2016

Hustle Like A Man

I've reached the "tiresome" part of this semester
I'm getting tired of reading journals and sitting in front of the laptop
but I gotta do what I gotta do right
let's hustle

Monday, October 31, 2016

Skincare 101

I've been stocking SO MANY of face masks these day
so I'm gonna keep you posted about the result

I don't have a terrible pore problems
but if you look carefully, I do have enlarged pores
recently, I discover a holy grail at Sephora
it was an impulse buying but I'm so satisfied with the result!

for those with pore problems

I wanted to buy it again
but it was nowhere found at Sunway Pyramid and Paradigm
so if you found it just get it because it's so difficult to find!

recently, I also purchased a new cleanser
previously I was using The Face Shop Herb Day 365 Cleansing Foam Peach

it was okay I guess but I do suffer from breakout now and then
my skin still looks dull after being exposed to sunlight
my blackheads are still there and there was no effects at all on my pores
I'll recommend it to those who has normal to dry skin
but it won't do much for those with blackheads, enlarged pores and acne-prone skin

I've been using a lot of skincare from Korea
because I'm on Hermo a lot lol
its great for a cheapskate like moi
so check out the website guys!
you won't regret it, I promise!
assalamualaikum :-)

Thursday, October 27, 2016

dearest mak nek

I recently lost my Mak Nek
Al-Fatihah, may Allah ease her journey to the hereafter

I was home because I didn't have any class on that day
I literally broke down in tears because I personally didn't see this happening so soon
I visited her just before I come to Shah Alam and she looks fine to me
but I did pray to Allah if that is the best day to take her back
please take her back on the very that day
and HE did

I'm glad to hear from my cousin that Mak Nek's passing was easy
I've been feeling unsettled because I'm not home to see her for the very last time
I hope my prayers are enough and with her along the way

I still choked up with the thoughts that you're gone
we'll take care of Pak Nek for you
I'm sure he love you dearly to the very end and will miss you so much
may we reunite again in Jannah, sayang Mak Nek

Tuesday, October 11, 2016


3 weeks ago I went to Plaza Alam Sentral to fix my laptop
while waiting me and Vivie went to SACC to kill some time
although we are quite broke but

we saw a bunch of ladies flocking this beauty counter
there was a sale for this brand, Savee
which I never heard of but who cares

they came in a small container so it's convenient for me to carry them around
and if you have problems with whiteheads
I suggest you to get this baby

the mask was full with the essence
there's even excess for you to put on your face afterward
if you saw this, just grab it! no regret!

I've also been using the serum diligently
my skin is smoother than before
and I don't suffer from those teeny weeny pimples
so I'm just gonna keep using it to see other effects

I don't think the brand has its own physical store
but you can the products online
just check out Savee Beauty Shop on Facebook
assalamualaikum :-)

Saturday, October 8, 2016


I've been swarmed with works
thus, the lack of updates

I've been suffering from cramp, gastric and repetitive stress injury for as long as I remember
these days, I rarely suffered from body cramps except during cold weather
I always make sure that I have my gastric meds in my bag
and my laptop is equipped with Take A Break reminder
so I always take a few minutes break every one hour

I'm pretty sure I got myself covered
but recently I've been feeling pain around my waist area
it's been a while but I decided to ignore it
my cousin told me to go and check out my spine
but with my mama's condition, I rather not burden my bapak

last Thursday, I don't think I should delay it anymore
because it hurts like hell the day before
I found that I have mild scoliosis
Alhamdulillah its not that bad so the doctor didn't refer my case to any specialist

I didn't feel sad or anything
kifarah dosa uolls Allah nak tarit balit nikmat dunia
so don't take your health for granted
Assalamualaikum :)

Monday, September 19, 2016


I'm sorry for the long hiatus
life been keeping me busy
I'm back in Shah Alam for my final year, insha'Allah
Alhamdulillah I survived my first semester with flying colours, surprisingly

I'm just gonna write about my life biggest challenge yet, my mama
if you followed me on my instagram and twitter you would know that my mama recently diagnosed with brain hemorrhage
that morning, she woke up perfectly normal
she was doing house chores when she complained about her headache
she tried to lie down and the pain got to her
her words didn't make any sense and she can't even feel that she's peeing in her pants
so me and my bapak rushed her to the nearest hospital

the nurse gave me the oo-oo look
that moment I know deep down there's something seriously wrong with my mama
when the nurse was explaining my mama's condition
I was trying so hard to hold back my tears
I told myself, whatever happens I need to be strong for bapak
I can't hold my tears any longer when Lina and Qama came to see me
and I cried again when Ashli called to check on me

my mama was admitted to ICU for 5 days
during that time, she can't speak properly
words just slurred out of her mouth without making any sense
sometimes, she was taken aback when people visited her as if she knows none of them

she spent another 6 days in normal ward
eating was difficult for her
even sitting for 5 minutes made her tired
her right side of the body was really weak
she was relying on her left side of her body

it's like Allah is saying it's time for you to repay your mother
me and my sister had to feed her, brush her teeth and change her diapers
we had to constantly remind her of her name, who we are to her, who is my dad and such
to this point she can't really grasp the concept of a husband
so she call my dad, boss

we had to teach her how to walk, how to brush her teeth, how to bath, how to eat using her right hand, and how to write
I left the religious duties part to my sister because she is more patience than me
sometimes we caught her crying because she's no longer capable of doing things she used to do easily

Alhamdulillah, she is so much better now
she can recite Al-Fatihah and perform her prayers
she can do light house chores and even talking non-stop
although her words doesn't make sense all the time

we are really grateful to Allah for letting her stay a bit longer
and giving us the chance to repay all of her kindness in this world
I just want to say appreciate your parents
I know this is cliche and you hear it all the time
but once even just one of your parents are helpless
you'll learn what is susah really means
the real susah way
assalamualaikum :-)