Saturday, May 16, 2015


I just woke up from my nap
my bapak woke up and told me to pick up my new pair of glasses
told him that I'm too tired because I just got back from a group discussion and I slept around 2 last night.
its been a hectic week.
I wish I have 34 hours in one day lol
I'm have 2 assignments to be submit on Tuesday.
I have a talk to be attend on next Wednesday.
I have 1 video and 1 report to be submit on Thursday.
I have to attend a wedding on Saturday.
guess who have to talk for a colloquium on Sunday?
yupe me.
don't make me talk about the week after.
the good new is I got an offer from Fashionvalet for the internship and I'm waiting for Pullman to decide on whether they will offer me an internship.
so yeah.
I hope you have better weeks than me.
assalamualaikum :-)

Saturday, May 9, 2015

trying to keep my sanity

I'm still up at this hour because I think it's a bit rude to tag people and force them to fill in the questionnaire for my research, this late of the night.
I have a lot of things to be done by the end of this month
If I can just finish collecting the data by this week. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.
Thank you to my friends who helped me to RT my tweets, shared my FB post and even shared the link to their friends in the Whatsapp group.
I have no idea where my girls at?
I don't think anyone went to that extend
Not that I know
I'll ask them tomorrow.
Link lain boleh share apa, sik kan sik boleh tolong kawan with her work.
A test of a true friend
Insha'Allah. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.
But seriously, I need all the help that I can get.
I'm this close to distribute my questionnaire to Bing! workers
let's pray I don't go cuckoo soon
goodnight. assalamualaikum!

p/s special thanks to my boyfriend who forced his friends to answer my questionnaire, then share it and even made his students and dancing friends answered it. thank you for entertaining me and my mood swing. I love you!

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

on manners

the other day, my friend left funny comments on one of the famous International hijabis Instagram
to give everyone a DEEPER UNDERSTANDING on what she's trying to say I'll translate them to English

L: the way she style her scarf makes her head looks like a light bulb
because it was really tight and some people do look like that when they style their hijab that way
Me: yes but she still looks really pretty even when her head looks like one
L: no wonder this photo looks really bright
it was a funny unintentional pun

I guess some people don't think the comments were funny
so another girl left a comment saying "it's very unmuslim of you to talk about people. Perangai tu jage banyk2 lah."
I was not offended that she mentioned us and trying to advising us
but the fact she used the word "UNMUSLIM"
it was sad because it was among a Muslim and her sisters of the same religion
I thought, we should know better
if you Google the word "unmuslim", it doesn't exist at the first place
another understanding of the word "unmuslim" would be "kafir" wallahualam

"Prophet Muhammad (Salalaho alehe wasalam) said : If a person says to his brother, O KAFIR (disbeliever) ! Then surely one of them is such. (i.e; Kafir) (Sahih Bukhari Volume 8 Book 73 Number 125)
Prophet Muhammad (Salalaho alehe wasalam) said : Any person who calls his brother: O Unbeliever! (then the truth of this label) would return to one of them. If it is true, (then it is) as he asserted, (but if it is not true), then it returns to him (and thus the person who made the accusation is an Unbeliever). [Sahih Muslim Book 001, Number 0117:]"
source: click here

that's why people always say the way you response to things around you will only reflect yourself
I'm not usually defensive
I even deleted my comments because I don't like to argue with people, especially strangers
because I don't know who he or she personally and I don't want to be judgmental

it's just that we as a human being, especially Muslims who live by the guidelines in the Al-Quran should refer back to the holy Al-Quran before making any statements
especially topics that are very sensitive before they'll come back to haunt us
I'm not saying I'm a perfect Muslim, I even raised my voice and made rude remarks
but never I speak about one's belief freely
that's just my two cent
assalaumualaikum :-)

Saturday, April 11, 2015

its midsem break!

I had a hectic week.
submitted my assignment on Monday, International Marketing test on Wednesday and a presentation on Thursday.
which is a bad thing because I was supposed to consult my supervisor this week to show him my draft for questionnaire
I didn't managed to meet up with him even though I was willing to stay up on Thursday night and meet him on Friday
because he flew back to KL on Thursday evening
I even grew a zit on my chin which is really annoying because it hurts a little
and it's still there

I even turned down my aunt's offer to be one of the AIFFA volunteer
I'm seeing everyone's took selfies with Fazura everywhere
and I'm home working on my FYP T.T
I can't even join the FIT Malaysia event tomorrow because I have this thing at my house
of course Ashli feels delighted because I'm a big fan of KJ
and he's not here to make sure that my eyes don't go all love love when I see KJ

I am also actively looking for a place for internship right now
tons of shameless email asking for internship availability in my sent email folder right now
if anyone knows cool places for internship please do tell me
have a great weekends at home guys
and happy midsem breaks to me, my fyp and my exams
assalamualaikum :-)

Wednesday, March 18, 2015


So what's up with me?

First thing first, I applied to be an editor intern at this company
But I'm only available in July
While the internship start sometime in April
So I'm still looking for a place to do my internship.

Finally, finalized Mr Sharizal as my supervisor.
Let just say I have a lot of things to do.
Bak kata Syuk, "Amy bagey molah thesis pakey Master."

Fatin is back in town.
She's working as a research assistant.
Her contract is until sometime in May.
So you'll be seeing her in my Instagram photos until May lol.

My boyfriend is going to pursue his Master Degree.
He got an offer from University of Nottingham.
That's mean longerrrrr distance relationship *sigh*

I'm eating Twix, Hershey's and Schoko-Bons while writing this post.
I need to be in a good mood in order to be able to extract points from all these journals on Indonesia's education system that I downloaded earlier zzzzz
TTYL peeps!
Assalamualaikum :-)

Friday, March 13, 2015

Heavens of all Heavens

I stumbled upon FashionValet's Instagram post on its contest for 3 days 2 nights stay at Paresa Phuket by The Luxe Nomad the other day so...
I'd like to win  a stay at Paresa Phuket on The Luxe Nomad because IT'S JUST WHAT I NEED!
I've been stressing out a lot over my final year project.
Ask my boyfriend! He had to stay up until 1 am listening to me wailing and sobbing over it.

Will you just look at that!
It's the stunning view from Talay Suite
I can instantly upload my OOTD photos since Wi-Fi is provided.
I will DEFINITELY snap photos at every inch of of that suite!

This is the Aqua Pool Suite which is equip with a private pool!
Who needs muslimah friendly swimwear? Bikini it is lol..
Of course it can't beat Cliff Pool Villas with its private infinity edge swimming pool!

I'm not done yet!
There's Dima Spa Pool Suite with its own sauna and steam room.

And Villa Amanzi with its private staircase to crystal waters of Paresa Phuket's Andaman Sea.

The most attractive service that I found is, the guests can create their own dinner party with guide from the Chef and help from the staffs.
I need to get out of this heaven eventually so...
How about having Lunch on a Floating Raft?

While wearing Two Colour Jumpsuit from Whim, Nature Print Jacket from Boardroom, Duhaa Instant Shawl from Tudung People, Kara Tote Bag from Thirtyfour and Melissa Ultragirl Special from Melissa.
I always try to bring a jumpsuit during holiday because its easy to wear and I can wear something else on top of it, making it looks like a pair of pants.
I also loves a spacey bag so I can just throw my stuff in it without worrying about stuffs that I need to bring along and leave behind in the room.
Comfortable shoes are also important because YOU ONLY NEED ONE PAIR to pack then you can buy some more once you reach your destination.
That's my tip for saving luggage space!
Don't forget an instant shawl! It always save the day. Trust me!

What if I want to go for Paresa's Heritage Night Walk but too lazy to dress up?
I can always put on this Kaftan by Sodagar and pair it up with Crepe Shawl in Caramel Crunch from dUCk for a sweet look.
Sounds like a sweet getaway right?
You guys can click this link to read more about the resort.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

of me being me

I'm supposed to continue doing my fyp but
sekda mood dah aku nyawa nak moha
so I'm gonna go out in a bit

its a bit frustrating to me
when people said "you're not even comforting."
because I AM NOT
it makes me want to scream "owh baruk tauk kah?"

I'm difficult
I'm mean
I'm a lot of bad things
which I am well aware of

so when people who matters to me
point them out
all I can say is "yeah"
that makes you realised that
they don't know who you are well enough
and there's 99.99% they won't like you as much as they used to
and in the future, they might not like you as much as today
isn't it scary?

when things get scary
that's when I make them realised
there will always an Exit door from my life
I won't hold you back even if I don't want you to leave
because I am a mix of bad things in disguise
and I know it

p/s remember that Dating Amy 101 entry I wrote before? yeah I might need to do a new one like 101 Things to Expect When You'e in Amy's Life or something