Sunday, March 1, 2015

pray for me

assalamualaikum
I managed to find a lecturer who's willing to be my supervisor
IF AND ONLY IF I'M WILLING TO DO EVERYTHING FROM START AGAIN
he likes the scope of my thesis but he wanted me to redo pretty much 91.99% of it
so I've been working on my new title since Friday
alhamdulillah, there are some parts that I can keep and I don't have to look for new journals because most of my journals are usable
I've done the aims of my research, conceptual frameworks and hypotheses, even kept the background of the research and scope of my study.
I don't think I will have to redo my chapter 3 but I will look into it again later on.
later! assalamualaikum :-)

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

final year project

assalamualaikum
here I am eating roti keben kata orang Sarawak cecah Milo panas
stressing out over my final year project
last semester, my supervisor who is now back in Pakistan said
I don't have to worry about who's going to replace him once he's going to Pakistan
because the administration will assign each of us a new one

when I consulted this matter to the administration office and Head of Departement
apparently, we WERE supposed to find one by our own *sigh*
some of my course mates who were supervised by Dr.Khalique
had found themselves a supervisor WAY BEFORE THE SEMESTER BREAK
yalah belajar makey rakit orang lain dah makey speedboat!

yesterday, I sent an email to this lecturer asking nicely if she would take me to be her supervisee
which she has not reply which had made me restless the whole day
tomorrow, I'll have a class with her at 11 am
I'm gonna go up to her and ask if she read my email and what her answer is
I can take a direct "no" but not waiting

baruk tiga hari dah bump di jeraya tinggi semester setengah
so pray for me semoga urusanku dipermudahkan
insha'Allah settle lah final year project semester juak amin yaRabbal alamin
assalamualaikum :-)

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

beauty regime to healthy glowing skin

assalamualaikum
lately, a lot of my friends said my skin looks glowing
they were like,
"are you consuming any collagen drink?"
"what have you been eating?"
and such but I don't see that glow lol
it's probably the extra sleep during the break + drinking a lot of water + a lot of love with cherry on top from Ashli bahahahaha mintak tampar gilak yaRabbi

okay, serious time
I'm gonna share my beauty regime
previously, I was using Olay facial cleanser
I can't remember which one to be exact but it has beads in it
I don't fancy the heavy moisturized after-feel
and I even gave Hada Labo a try but I don't see any change to my skin
so now I'm back using Nano White Microfoliating Clay Cleanser
I love cleansers with beadz inz itz and at the same time doesn't break my bank



then I apply Fruit of the Earth Aloe Vera Gel to my face
as my foundation, moisturizer, toner and whatever crap yo nigga use
but I only use this thingy hewhew



sometimes, I use sunblock if I need extra protection
my favourites are ZA True White Day Protector and Sunplay Powdery White which comes in various level of spf
they give me that picture perfect look lol
you can go kayak-ing and don't look burok and belawu when taking pictures afterwards
yakin dan dijamin bagus! umph! *insert thumbs up emoticon*




then I'm off for good
kidding! lastly, I apply my compact powder



this is how my skin look under bad lighting and no filter
that's it people
I hope this entry is helpful
good night! assalamualaikum :-)

Sunday, February 22, 2015

losing my sanity to insecurity


I wish you've called
to make me feel better
I guess its my fault
but I don't feel safe
and I hate this insecure feeling of mine
I keep on losing
in the past
and I don't want to lose you
it's not an option
not this time
I hope you will stay
even when I lose my sanity

Friday, February 20, 2015

going green

assalamualaikum
there's not so much excitement in my life to share
hence the lack of updates

this is a post
I feel called to do
on saving the earth!
WHO AM I KIDDING
we are viruses
we'll end up killing mother earth soon
and we are dying with it
#KingsmanFanAlert

anyhoo, that doesn't mean we can't die happily right?
imagine, dying in an environment full of rubbish
and dying in an environment full of trees
I choose the latter

this is something I've been doing a lot lately
its becoming a habit
I've been saying a lot of no to plastic bags
I was quite quite annoyed when Ashli insisted on a plastic bag when he bought Woods cough medicine
I ended up keeping it with the plastic bag in my handbag anyway

next week, I'm about to start my (insha'Allah) final semester
I always always always bring my own bottle of drinking water
because looking after that blue trash can is a bit of a fuss in UNIMAS
I can proudly say that, I've been helping to reduce the production of plastic bottles for 8 semester
10 semester if I include my days at KML yosh!

once I got my own house
I might get those recycle bins because I'm passionate like that hewhew
speaking of passionate, I still have 2 semesters of papers to be recycle
so lazy much passion urgh
good night! assalamualaikum :-)

Thursday, February 5, 2015

1 week in KL

assalamualaikum
I'm back from KL yo
tengah tengok hlive! jadi cara cakap pun kamboh lol

my flight to KL on last Tuesday was 11 in the morning
arrived at KLIA2 around 130 pm
waited there for 3 hours because me and my nenek had to wait for my uncle's flight which was delayed to 3pm
I was exhausted once we reached my cik's house

the next day, we went to this place called Pusat Rawatan Warisan Islam at Kota Kemuning
it was my first time accompanying my nenek there
there was A LOT of people
we had to wait for almost 3 hours which felt like forever just for a medical check up
the doctor removed some of the cyst
as a family member, I could have watch if I wanted to
but I didn't
mun aku gik pisan di tepi ya giney gaya :-P

later that evening, Ashli came over
we went to pick up dedek from her hostel
then we went for dinner
before we head back home
bapak was like "take a picture of dedek"
tapi iolls tau agenda utama nak nangga Ashli daa..

I was expecting the worst
but everyone was calm and awkward
and enjoying Istikharah Cinta as if Ashli was not there lol
when I went to the kitchen to prepare the drinks
Danish teased me saying he had the questions to interview Ashli and everything
and I found out that Cik Ida and Ya already knew about Ashli from Udak Ipah
my aunties are all very the Melodi

on Thursday, we went out to 1 Utama, the Curve and nearby areas
I bought a scallop bawal from Old Blossom Box
just because
and some useless but pretty stuffs at Ikea hahah
then I had a fancy dinner with Ashli at TWG, Sunway Pyramid
the place is a bit too open for me
but boyfriend wanted to buy me fancy yummy food
so I let him did as he wished
we stopped by at his house afterwards
just to say hi to his mom and dad

on Friday, I went to Jalan TAR
didn't bought a thing
the long kurti is the same price as the one I can buy online
and there's no bawal saree which I really like
but! I did jumped on the crazy bandwagon at Sogo for A BRA
yupe a bra
I queued behind 15 crazy peoples just to pay for a bra
I just need to buy something I guess

we went to Paradigm Mall afterwards
because everyone is hungry
and its just 10 minutes away from cik's house
I finally did some shopping at UNIQLO, H&M and Payless Shoe Source
I really like sandal from Payless
tahan bertahun boleh embak hiking
k bulak jak but you know what I mean

checked out ioi city mall
me and Ashli was making fun of the way they pronounced it, ii city mall
I don't know why he didn't mentioned the "o"
went to Liyana's afterwards
to meet her and Inara
I honestly think Inara likes me more than Ashli
sebab Pak Su garang :-S

on Monday, it was a public holiday in KL
so Ashli took me, my nenek, and my cousins jalan-jalan
Ashli was like "sayang, you need to let me buy something for you."
and I let him buy a bag for me
just to satisfy him
dah you're dating an independent woman kenalah live my way hewhew

after sending everyone's back
we went to pick up dedek
and had dinner at TGI Friday
before heading to udak's place
and that summarized my 1 week at KL

okay!
I skipped the part where Ashli rushed to the airport
once he found out that he didn't had to move less than 2 hours before my flight
remember the scene, where Rangga and Cinta was sobbing, wailing, and crying at the departure hall because they thought they won't see each others again in Ada Apa Dengan Cinta
yeahhh
NOT! hahahah
I managed to meet him at the drop-off zone 15 minutes before I enter the departure hall
I swear he's gonna cry if he didn't managed to see me that day lol

that's it people
it's already 1 in the morning
and I need to send my dad to the airport EARLY in the morning
so good night! assalamualaikum :-)

Thursday, January 22, 2015

finally slipped

"Nantilah
 Nak suroh mama cakap dekat bapak
 You might come to see me lah nanti
 So dia tau."

THE DEATH OF ME
I accidentally sent those
that I intended to send to Ashli
to my aunt
STRESS!

I'm going to KL in a few days
like I said I want to meet Ashli
I told my mama about it already
I'm planning to tell my aunt and nenek that I'm going out with my "friend" when I'm already there
BUT I SLIPPED
my fingers to be exact *sigh*

nak nama Allah nak nunjok eh yahhh
I literally talked to mama about telling my dad 3 hours ago
I'm gonna tell him
later
on Sunday
night
because he has to work on Monday
and my flight is on Tuesday